Gosh...this week seemed to be so monotonous...the funny thing is it also passed pretty fast.
I tell ya'll...really hope I can get the music for my Chinese song or else I'm gonna be so screwed!I was already planning so nicely to jus sing it witout music and then tat teacher had to tell me tat must have music...like shit...better yet...when I told her tat it's really hard for me to find the karaoke version she gave me this kinda look...like watever...
Sigh...started out wit jus joining this compeitition for the fun and experience of it...didn't expect it to mean so much to me...kinda wanna win now...well maybe not win cos tat's too much to expect...maybe jus be in one of the top few?
You have no idea how great it is to sing on-stage wit everyone cheering you on and all...like the other time when I was singing "reflection" by Christina Aguilera.I tell you I was freaking nervous at first cos it was also like a last minute thing and I didn't really expect to pull it off but I ended up doing better than expected!
It could also be to do wit the cheers of the crowd...kinda made my confidence level go up...knowing how low my confidence level usually is...and for tat moment I felt I really did belong to the stage...like I was home and at peace or something...I dunno...was jus a really great sensation!
But now I'm not exactly ready for my next performance and I think I kinda set a pretty high standard for myself due to my performance the last time...dunno la...scared I make a fool of myself on Tues...the finals somemore...and all the while I was thinking it was jus the semi-finals!
Oh well...all the best to me...hopefully I can get the songs by today...


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